Brought to you every Thursday night at 6 o'clock. And tonight's program is entitled Zen and the Limits of Explanation. That'll take us until 7 o'clock when Joe Frank starts up. For more information on Alan Watts, you can check our website at wfmu.org/gotoprograms and there is a listing of all the upcoming shows through the fall into December. Also you can check out alanwatts.com for more info from them personally and write to us at P.O. Box 2011 Jersey City, New Jersey 07303 for more info. Right now though, Zen and the Limits of Explanation here on WFMU. The subject which has most interested me for many, many years is the simple question, who or what am I? What do we mean by the word "I"? And I find as I investigate this question and talk with all kinds of people, that generally speaking the word "I" refers to something that we sense or experience as a center of consciousness and decision, living somewhere inside a bag of skin. Common speech reflects this in many ways. We say "face facts." We talk about being confronted with reality. And we talk about the difference between the knower and the known, the subjective and the objective, the internal thinker and feeler facing an external world. We say "I came into this world." I find there is therefore a general sense that I am something to which this external world is a stranger, that there is a feeling that there's deep hostility between the subject and the object. And this again reflects itself in our common language, where we talk about the conquest of nature, the conquest of space, and the conquest of great mountains like Everest. And all that this adds up to is that the human being experiences himself to be very lonely and feels that death is a terrifying threat because he's been brought up in our kind of